At my desk on a Thursday morning
Thinking about that movie in which it rains frogs
And listening to the soundtrack
For some hidden message about
The meaning of it all.
Garbage truck rumbles by outside and
I remember having forgotten
To put out the trash
But the Logical Song is on crying..
Please tell me who I am!
Slapping me into thought
Thinking..
That although I thought..
This movie was about humanity
How all the world
Is steeped
In frogs-falling-from-the-sky misery
What's really wrong with us
Is not that we too often plead:
Tell me who I am!
But that so few of us
At any given time
Ever even formulate
The question.
Sitting here folding a grievance letter
To some blind corporate giant
I tune in to that line:
..teach you how to logical, clinical, intellectual, cynical
And suddenly it's clear
That my dead in the water pace
My go-nowhere but crazy
Accomplishing nothing
Nothing state of being of late
Is somehow tied to the fact that
I'm not daily asking
That oh-so vital question
Who am I?
The questions run so deep
For such a simple man.
Perhaps.
But it isn't in the asking
That I lose my mind.
It's in the not asking.
For is it not the job of a writer
To ask and ask again?
Not to be unhappy with the Here and Now of life
But to be constantly alive and curious
To be forever
Formulating the question
And not giving a flying fuck
Or a falling frog
If the answer
Never comes.
Ó
McKinney R.S. 2003