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July 16, 2003




Formulating the question

 

At my desk on a Thursday morning

Thinking about that movie in which it rains frogs

And listening to the soundtrack

For some hidden message about

The meaning of it all.

Garbage truck rumbles by outside and

I remember having forgotten

To put out the trash

But the Logical Song is on crying..

Please tell me who I am!

Slapping me into thought

Thinking..

That although I thought..

This movie was about humanity

How all the world

Is steeped

In frogs-falling-from-the-sky misery

What's really wrong with us

Is not that we too often plead:

Tell me who I am!

But that so few of us

At any given time

Ever even formulate

The question.

Sitting here folding a grievance letter

To some blind corporate giant

I tune in to that line:

..teach you how to logical, clinical, intellectual, cynical

And suddenly it's clear

That my dead in the water pace

My go-nowhere but crazy

Accomplishing nothing

Nothing state of being of late

Is somehow tied to the fact that

I'm not daily asking

That oh-so vital question

Who am I?

The questions run so deep

For such a simple man.

Perhaps.

But it isn't in the asking

That I lose my mind.

It's in the not asking.

For is it not the job of a writer

To ask and ask again?

Not to be unhappy with the Here and Now of life

But to be constantly alive and curious

To be forever

Formulating the question

And not giving a flying fuck

Or a falling frog

If the answer

Never comes.

 

Ó McKinney R.S. 2003


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